Happy Birthday to me!

Yep. I'm 40. I honestly believed that I would not make it this far. Well, joke's on me, cause guess what? It's here!! I have been a little down, our insurance will not cover the damage to my truck, so we are without wheels right now, which is okay, since the DMV took my license! So for now, I'll take the bus, beg for rides, and be happy that I'm alive!!

Hey, Congrats, Paris Hilton!!

Gee, I wonder if she'll get Drug Court for her latest cocaine possession?

Monday, following a not so good weekend.

Okay, so My life is getting slowly more hectic as the days slip away. What do I mean? Well, while chilling at the Farmer's Market, trying to order a nice strawberry lemonade on Friday, I had a seizure, fell flat on my back, busted up my head, incurred yet even more medical debt, and now, my driver's license is getting taken away until we determine what has happened to my poor cabeza. So, I'm not in a bad mood, as much as a cautiously optimistic mood. Stay tuned for more....

Try as I may, it's hard to be positive

My life is just getting worse. And I know it doesn't seem like it, but I'm really trying to be positive.  My poor truck is wrecked, and of course, I do not have full coverage insurance. The paltry amount I get for disability right now doesn't allow me to have full coverage. Or pay all of the bills, for that matter. I am happy that no one was hurt, esp. me, with my recent spine surgery, getting in an accident whereby I rear end a parked car, and the airbags deploy, snapping my fragile neck around. But, I'm pretty desperate to get her fixed, and I just can't afford it. So, now I'm screwed, potentially in a large way. My doctor is a 60 mile round trip away, and I'm sure he's going to want me to start physical therapy very soon. But, all I can do is give it to God, and I'm really really trying. So far, it's not working too well. Hopefully I'll increase my faith soon!

Just when ya think things can't get any worse

They do!! So I went to check my PO Box last night. On the way home, I must have been daydreaming, because I rear ended a PARKED car. How, you ask? I honestly don't have any excuse for it. My mind wanders from time to time. Not the hallmark trait of a good driver. So now, we are without a vehicle, and me with appointments in La Jolla, Chula Vista, all over. I just don't know what in the hell I'm going to do now. I've just got whatever the state requires, but I'm sure it won't pay for damages to my vehicle. But you know what? I didn't have to go out and drink over it, and I was sober when it happened. For the first time in my life, I got into an accident, the cops came, and I didn't leave in handcuffs. I'm trying to stay positive about it, and apply the steps to this situation. But it's hard as hell!!

I don't do so well with all this time on my hands

I HATE HATE HATE not working. I mean, it's cool, sitting around , watching the Price Is Right, always listening to my friends bitching about my great tan, you know. However, having said that, I get easily bored. And I don't have enough money to alleviate my boredom...so I'm going to the beach. See ya later.