Sunday, May 30, 2010

Dang it, I keep forgetting to blog!

But, I'm gonna try and be more consistent. I'm coming up on 30 days, again. Hopefully, for the last time. Man, it's killing me going back to Phase I in Drug Court all the freaking time! Anyhoo, it's late, and we've gotta be at a 7:30 am meeting in the morning.....

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

progress not perfection

So I get called in to the counselors office today at Drug Court. Close the door, Arturo says. I have a positive test for you. No F*cking way I say. It's for Vicodin he says. No sh*t, I say. You know I take Vicodin. Well, I thought you were gonna cut it out. I reply, yeah, unless I really need it, and this weekend I really needed it. Well, I just have to inform you, that's all. I cannot begin to express how much this bothers me. I am prescribed this medication by TWO board certified neurosurgeons. Yet still, they try to tell me what's best for me. I'm sick of it. I have every right to take my medication, yet still this jackass control freak tries to tell me what I can and cannot take, just to get his rocks off. Things will get better, it's not that big of a deal. Get over it already!! I'm trying, I'm trying...........

Friday, May 21, 2010


Well, it's Friday, and since I am back in phase 1 at Drug Court for a month, I'll be going to court every Friday until I am phased back to 4th phase. I should be in aftercare by now, but hey, nobody's perfect. However, I will not be messing up any more, at least by getting positive tests. OK, I really don't have much to say today. Started physical therapy yesterday, and my whole left side hurts. It even kinda hurts to type, so this is it for the day.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

I keep forgetting that I have this blog!

It's hard to keep track of my comings and goings if I never write! So, I'm on the way to my first physical therapy appointment, kind of apprehensive about it. I'm on day 14, hopefully for the last time. Anyhoo, just wanted to check in. I will be updating more regularly, so I'll let ya know how the p/t goes.