Worst. Christmas. Ever.

My .life sucks so badly. My kids? They're in Florida. And I don't have a single say in it. The more I try to do the right thing, the worse my life sucks. I just don't get it. Some people have everything handed to them, don't have to pay rent, have nice cars, just sit back and chill. At least someone gets to see my kids this Christmas. I wish there was no holidays. Every day, I am reminded of what a total waste my life is. Every day, everyone else but me gets to see my kids. I don't even know why I bother. I'm about ready to quit.