Been a while since I chAnged meds

and at first they helped,  but now I'm getting very antsy. constantly worrying about getting evicted.  And I want to, really want to, but some days I just cannot leave the house. STP, huh?  ok,  late

Been just over a year since my last post

And a lot has changed, and nothing has changed. I am, once again, broke. I'm single, as well. I'm not getting high, and guess what? I'm still broke. I still can't pay my bills. Any of them. I have no idea what I'm going to do about it, I keep trying to get motivated and do something, but it's like something's holding me back. I don't understand it, and I hate it. That's gonna be it for now, cause I can feel myself getting angry, and I don't wanna do that.